I do not post often maybe because I only seem to communicate when I am stressed out, and thats when I do not really want to talk to anyone. or do I? well what ever the case do you ever wonder what went wrong and even though you see it clearly you are not able to stop it, is it foolish pride or is there a greater reason? right now I wish it would stop I do not have a lot of endurance left. any one know a hole I can crawl into for awhile?