Friday, February 24, 2012

I fell very tired, something is wrong my inerfeelings are very sad and I have a feeling that its almost over. what will take place? will anyone care? is the question of who I am going to be answered? I have loved so many but yet seem to have no one I feel comfortable sharing with. I need to break down let it out but I cant so I write to those who might read this and ask that you pray.
I am a servant Leader but after years of working that term out those who have never heard my testimony but think they know me tell me that based on their expertise I am not ready to lead. maybe they are right
whatever the case may be I feel an end is near, I wish I knew what that meant.
All for now

1 comment:

  1. Hi Paul, I just read this. I'm so sorry. I will pray for you. This was written on Feb. 24. Has anything changed? I felt this way too - for the past 3 years. I think you were in that meeting with Joyce where I shared (with tears) that I was really feeling despair and didn't know what to do. But God heard my cry and healed me of many things. Anyway, I hope you feel better by now. You can email me at renfro.mandy@gmail.com, or Larry at larry.j.renfro@gmail.com.

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