Sometimes I wonder where we fit into peoples lives, I sometimes get a real feeling that people only tolerate us, when it comes right down to it we don`t fit into what they believe a person should be,they sure seem to like using us, I guess they don`t think we have feelings and emotions, I hear lots of inspirational talk, but I see very little action. I sense they really hope that we will not be around. I am tired, I feel ready to just slip away into lifes misery and accept that is where I am supposed to be. doesn`t sound good does it, even my own family doesn`t seem to care about us. my children just use me, they don`t care much either. I guess I am going to have to pray a little harder, at least I know God loves me.

How to keep going, when all is stacked against you, it doesn`t seem fair, yet here we are. I see the enemy striking with a venomous bite, he must not win, he can`t, my God is powerful and will not let me fall, Christ died for me and the victory is already won. but I feel sad and alone, how can that be, I need help but don`t know anyone right now that I am willing to share my feelings with. if anyone reads this will you pray, the pain is getting unbearable.