I fell very tired, something is wrong my inerfeelings are very sad and I have a feeling that its almost over. what will take place? will anyone care? is the question of who I am going to be answered? I have loved so many but yet seem to have no one I feel comfortable sharing with. I need to break down let it out but I cant so I write to those who might read this and ask that you pray.
I am a servant Leader but after years of working that term out those who have never heard my testimony but think they know me tell me that based on their expertise I am not ready to lead. maybe they are right
whatever the case may be I feel an end is near, I wish I knew what that meant.
All for now

:) :( :) :) :( back and forth..... ugh.... good grief

Bored, ho-hum

Really tired, does it ever at least slow down, don`t know what to do! have a very real financial problem, pride is in the way, sure wish I had family that understands what we are doing and the needs that go along with it.
Thankfully I have Jesus or I would not be able to function at all, I place all my faith in him.

Do you ever wonder when you see someone post that they are having the best day of there life and you are suffering because that very person was instrumental in using you! isn`t life grand!

Are You Serious

I could make this a very long story but really it is about our awesome God and shows he in spite of disbelievers is ever present
We had a situation on campus here at NMSI that required me to get a cost estimate, I immediately went to the service people we use on a monthly basis there estimate was $1400 (really ? ) so I went to the phone book and started randomly calling for estimates they ranged from $800 to $495, well be a good steward I called the 495 and had them come and do an inspection, found out during that this company was family owned and operated and they were Christians Yea !! what a good combo for a missionary agency, but they had a fancy rig with all the latest tools and .... well you can see it gave me the thought that it may be more expensive than the quote so I asked him for an appointment date and final price he was on the phone to his office for about 3 min. and gave me the final price, it almost blew me over we came from an initial quote of $1400 to .... FREE !! that's right FREE his comment "we are all brothers in Christ and must take care of each other. how awesome is our GOD!

What is the purpose of this blog? I don`t know!